Sunday, June 02, 2002

hmmmmm this thing of mine is real stuffed.....but i can't be bothered to go read da help thing...too complcated for my brain...ah well. i feel like shit at the moment. Have any of u ppl ever liked someone without even knowing them properly?....like i like this guy who i tok on da net with like everynite, i've met him like once but like i told him i dont remember wat he looks like, he knows wat i look like too, but the other day he told me that i wasn't very good looking i dun knoe if he was being sarcastic or not (its hard to tell while chatting on net)......and i said "i dont care wat u think of me". the whole problem is i like him, but its like a one way thing......how can u like someone just by tokin to them on da net?

im so confused, i mean he's face is imprinted in my head, its scary, but i dont think he likes me..........hmmmm i hav a friend who sees him like every week adn everyone in my group was teasing her abt him......i mean she could like him.....i dunno........well i've been trying to set them up and the other da yi asked him if he liked her and he said...."i dunno"......man i felt like shit. hmmmmmm he said "onli time will tell".....but like im here trying to tell him that i like him (indirectly) but like am i not getting my message accross or is it that he knoes except he realli doesn't like me...........................